Mary,

I can imagine how difficult this is for you, but I see some positives from this - maybe you could focus on them:

The two new kitties:
- You have helped socialise them so they will fit in better with a new owner who maybe would not have the skills you have used to such good effect in winning them over!
- You have an opportunity to find two beautiful kittens fantastic forever homes, you can check the owners before hand, and you know they will both be spoiled babies and will get all the attention they require
- You have given them such a good start in life - imagine where they could have ended up - being advertised in the paper like that!

Your five existing furkids:
- You can continue to provide them with all the love and care they alreay receive, without affecting the "balance of power" and maybe upsetting them


Try not to think of this as a failure - rather think of it as a SUCCESFUL FOSTER

Hope you feel better about this!

Ally sends Kitten Kisses and says you are wonderful for giving the little kittes such a positive start in life!