Thanx for all the comforting words, my mom told me about some of the homes the kittens are going to and i suppose its for the best. actually a couple of minutes after i finished writting this, my mom called up and told me two more were gone and i started to cry again. i was parting wasn't so painful but i know that i'll always have this experiance with me for the rest of my life and i have no intentions of ever forgetting.

I still wish i was able to keep the kittens, but i'm going to smile and tell myself that this is better for the kittens, and thats all that matters.

My Mom told me that we're going to be keeping Mo for two more weeks. The lady mo is going to is a first time cat owner and from what my grandma tells me, she is VERY excited about having a kitten. She went out and bought a huge kitty climbing thing, not to mention many expensive kitty toys even after my Grandma told her simply dollar store toys would do. i'm glad she's leaving mo for another week to spend with mom, cause he's a big moma's boy ^-^

i hope this gets easier with time ;-;