I know how you feel. When my malamute had pups I loved them to bitz and when I was at my grandmas house My favoret pup was sold, I freaked out because I wanted to see the owners. I cryed for hours. I loved the pups so much.

Also when Myhamster had pups I would get soo attached. This one runt pup was really sick and skinny so I had to hand feed it every half an hour KMR. it was so cute because the lil runt ham was the only girl and she was the last to find a home. When I gave her away I cryed, I was so sad, That is when I desided I was never to breed agian.