Eeep, it's okay! They couldn't be around forver, Fifi would hit the roof and your mom isn't too happy with Ozzy, so atleast be thankful you have her Maybe you could still convince your mom to keep a kitten? Or Sarah to? If Sara does than she will be able to tell you about it everyday, and then you would be happy to know the kitten is happy. And remember the nice home you were talking about, that spent hundreds of dollars on kitten supplies? Well, imagine your kitten being in an attentive and happy home like that Imagine the love you can give to others and it's all worthwhile. It's alright to cry about it, it's expected. I'm sure there are some sort of breeders here who cry every time they have to give up a little one..