When Dessi died, we made her an altar in the backyard under a rosebush. We took her ashes and spread them on the lake that we walked her to every day. On her birthday, I go put pink roses in the water. This helped me get a sense of closure when I was full of guilt because I could not say goodbye since I was out of town when it happened. Maybe Dessi and Rocky are running around playing together. I really hope you start to feel better soon. When the time comes, Rocky will send you down another little angel like Dessi did for me. You will know when its time.

Your other dog sounds like he's having the beginning of seperation anxiety. Reece had this BAD when I got him and actually still has it pretty bad but he is greatly improved. If you want to know some things you can do for seperation anxiety, I can tell you all the hints and tricks. Some of it may be too difficult for you to do right now during the grieving process though