I am very sorry to hear about your loss. I know how difficult it can be. Don't worry it takes time but it does get better and I agree with the other posts, you are always welcome to talk about it here on the board (or by email if you prefer).

You will never forget your dog but time will ease the pain you will then be able to think all the nice times you had together.

Occasionally I still get emotional when I think of my pets who are no longer with me but often we just say: Do you remember when... and all those sweet memories keep flooding back.

Your other dog is certainly grieving too, losing a companion and seeing you so unhappy is certainly affecting him. Give him all the attention you can.

A big hug to all of you