Oh, Karen, I am so sorry this had to be. Cody was such a special boy and you were his special wonderful Mom.
I have had to get through this hurt too. How do you get through? For me it was to take one day at a time. I don`t think the missing has ever disappeared, but the smiles have replaced a lot of the tears, as the happy memories replaced the sad.
I have, along with everyone here, cried many tears for you and your Cody, we love you and understand and feel your pain, we just want to reach out and hug and hold you.
Much love to you Karen. Rest in peace sweet Cody
Chris