Souraya - You know best what you can and can't handle. You made a selfless, smart decision, one that too many people choose to ignore. I will pray that Lilli finds a wonderful, loving home and that you will come across a second dog that will fit into your life. They always seem to pop up when you least expect it Keep your head up, you made a decision that was best for you and for Lilli, so that was the right thing to do.