Karen I do know how you are feeling I still , cry when I see pictures of my cocker Patsy and it was 25 years ago. i had her before we adopted my brother. In time it is easier to look but I still do cry. If you brush your love I will spin it for you to have a lovely "gold memory" to hold and feel the softness. I will pm you my address.
You are in our prayers here and in many on the board, accept the love and comfort in this painfull time. We all care about you .