I am totally split when it comes to neutering:

I can see how important it is for homeless animals and I've seen it first hand how bad it can be thanks to all the strays I've seen and the condition of my uncle's girlfriend's animals.

But then I hate myself for neutering Oliver and spaying Titti because that means I cannot have kittens from either of them. When Titti passed all I wanted was to have a part of her left as a kitty, and I don't know how I will deal when it's Oliver's time...