First of all, I applaud you!! To take on so much responsibility at such a young age is very commendable. I could not have done it when I was your age. And secondly, I can't even imagine how much you must miss your family. All my family lives within 1/2 hr drive from me and I don't think I could cope living that far away from them.

Why don't you write him a letter?? Open up your heart and tell him everything that resides there. I say this because I never got a chance to do this when my Dad passed away. I did get to visit him everyday in the hospital but the day after he died I was kicking myself because there was so much I wanted him to know.

Give it some thought. In the meantime, we are sending our love and prayers to you in the hopes that you will have a chance to see him soon!