Tigris and Filou have been envying Gabe and Graemer for the opportunity to smell the green grass, to walk and to hide outside. All over the world much more cats live outside than inside and 99 percent of them do not lose their lives due to soil bacteria.
So this one of these horrible accidents -you couldn't have changed anything. You were the best human mom they could have and you will continue to be Miley's beloved meowmie and who knows maybe one day of another furkid too.

I always said to Siegmar, if the buddhist believe should come true I would like to be re-born as his cat. Since I am at PT I know a lot of people whose cat I'd like to be too and you are on top of the list