Oh my gosh, I am so sorry! You poor thing! Please don't beat yourself up for this; everyone makes mistakes, okay? My heart goes out to you. I don't have any cats but I am sure everyone else will greatly appreciate your warning. I am so sorry about Pinky. You are both in my thoughts and prayers. As I said before, please don't be too hard on yourself. Simply learn rfom your mistakes, and go through life with your chin up. Go hug Ricky and let him cheer you up, and if you need to talk, you know we are all here for you.