Aly, I'm sorry you had to let Willow go but maybe it's fate that she will be in a wonderful home with a Lady who will adore her and she will keep the older woman company after all the poor woman has gone through. Maybe something else is planned for you, another pup who won't be so lucky and will really need you more than Willow did.
We never know what is in store for us and we must take one day at a time. You give Reece, Lolly and Shiloh a hug and a kiss and be ever so grateful that you have them to love and be loved so very much. Tomorrow is another day. Hope you have a Happy New Year.
Jackie