OMG Ash! I am soo sooo soooooo sorry! Its NOT your fault! Please don't blame yourself!

I'm sorry I didn't respond earlier. We didn't have internet connection for two days, but I swear Chewy was in my thoughts the whole time, so much so, that on Thursday night, I had a dream..........errrr..........nightmare about him. In my dream, I looked out my window. It was a bright sunny morning. All of a sudden, I heard the barking of a dog, running. It was a scary bark. A scary sound. I looked out the window, and it was Chewy. He ran to our house and was biting people left and right. He bit all the neighbors, and then her grew. He kept growing and growing until he grew to be as tall as our two story house. I was terrified, but the Giant Chewy howled sadly at my face as I peered through the window. It seemed that the neighbors that were bit called the police. All of a sudden the police came and put him to sleep before my eyes. I screamed, I yelled, I said WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?! That's Ashley's baby! STOP!" But they didn't listen, and Chewy was put to sleep. I woke up in cold sweat, terrified, and shivering. I don't know why, but after this dream, I thought Chewy had left us, and God was telling me that through my dream. Now I come to PT after I get my connection back and its true. I just want to cry. I can't even imagine what you are going through. Losing a pet when it wasn't even a natural death, or accidental. I'm so sorry. Its not your fault. I have no clue how vicious he really was. I am just so sorry. Words cannot express my sorrow. Bye bye Chewy. RIP We'll miss you. I hope you know your mommy loved you and I hope you forgive your family.