KayAnn, I am so sorry to read how dreadful it is for you at school, it must be so hard for you to cope with. I don`t have any answers for you, how I wish I did. However, the one thing that shone out of your posts was this
......I'm glad none of my good friends do stuff like that, we're too high off life, we don't need drugs
I am SO proud of you, and your likeminded friends also. While there are still `kids` like you around there is hope for the future.

love and many hugs
Chris