Oh Aly, that's awful! I am so sorry. I know it must be hard to foster an animal, and these complications must not be making it any better. But, if Lolly could get attached to you even in this time of sadness for her, maybe she can get attached to someone else too- her future mommy or daddy. All she needs right now is love, and since you were the one showing that to her, she is very attached to you. If you can get someone else to show her love, I am sure she will be okay. Lots of hugs and kisses to all of you from me and Daze!