Oh Aly..Your post made ME cry, picturing you sitting in your car, crying. I wish I had the perfect answer for you. It's no wonder Lolly is so attached to you. You are the most loving of persons. I hope that a miracle falls from heaven and finds Lolly the perfect home. Please take care of yourself. I wish I could adopt Loll...You are so far away...Ugh! All of us here are thinking of all of you. Sandra