Yes, it is so hard. I knew it was going to be emotionally hard on me but I would rather it be me taking emotional pain than her just laying in that kennel so depressed. At the very least I can feel good that a depressed dog who is scared of the world is coming more and more out of her shell right before my eyes. I have to be strong for Lolly and for the next foster, and the one after that, and the next one....

Its just this fox terrier in her that is making me think of Harley SO much and think that maybe it IS meant to be. I think the people at the shelter think I'm going to decide to adopt her. They were supposed to call me and give me information on where to take her this weekend for the off-site adoption location. They still haven't called.