Aly, so sorry things have not gone well with you. Just take it one step at a time. I know it's hard to let go of Harley, but he may be having the time of his life. Once you find out what the problem is with Reece, that can be taken care of and he will be fine. When your family is out of the country, you always have your family here to talk to, anytime. As for Lolly, I felt so bad when I read that, I know how Daisy and Perry would feel if they were separated, that was a shame. Go for it, Lolly looks like a sweetheart and if anyone can make Lolly whole again it would be you. Last but not least, I hope you feel better, it's important that you take care of yourself and make yourself well.
Jackie