Jess,
Little sweetie pie, I am so sorry for your loss. You grew up alot today by taking on the responsibility of 'being there' for those you love. You did the right thing, the hardest thing, and the most loving thing you could do. Little Hammie Ham is up there now, breathing fine, no more shakes, enjoying her life everafter! Be good to yourself.
{{{{{HUGS}}}}}