I have a very hard time with words at times like this. I am so sad for you and Ricky. You did a very unselfish, loving thing by ending Lucy's suffering. Her injuries were so extensive you had no choice. She's happily playing now, and one day you will be together again! I think Crow has a great idea!! Too bad you're so far away!! Extra attention to Ricky and lots of kisses and comforting hugs.