Random thoughts

[mon]

Thank you phesina and cats4ever. What you shared means so much. Thanks again. I'm a wreck inside emotionally but... only when I think about it. I hope when they get in there, they find it hasn't spread. The thought is unbearable. So unbearable.

[mon]

Me again, my Aunty just e mailed me about Trent. He goes in at 6 a.m tommorrow and the surgery will happen, it is suppose to take 4 and 1/2 hrs. He is scheduled to stay at least 4 days. Oh my God. Sounds a lot worse by the minute really, doesn't it. Sh*t! Glad my husbands asleep, I can't stop crying. I think I need a tranquilizer 😜🙃 Anyway, it's 10:30 here and since I have no sedatives, i whippped out the breadmaker and am attempting to bake a loaf. Simple, really. Just follow the recipe and voila. I am an excellent baker but Shawn always does this. All two times I have tried this 🙄😱 Epic fail. Not sure why, I think he throws an egg in it, his secret trick 😎 SO... this time that's just what I did. Hope it works, if not it will still smell good and kept me busy for a bit. The house is so clean, like sooooo clean. Guess I'll read, thanks for hearing me out. Gotta go cry some more. Thanks again ❤️

[mon]

Hey there, my cousin Trent got out of surgery and is recovering a very good hospital ( I think, Hope 🤞&#127998 We will know more soon. If all goes accordingly, he should be kicked out on Thursday. I should be getting an update soon, I feel so much better now that it's over. I told him a couple days ago, I said " Trent, honey if I could do this for you, I'd do it in a heartbeat" . He said, " I would SO totally let you cuz". Then he said, don't worry, my Surgeon is so great, I have a video of him operating. It was a video of a really shaky hand playing the game Operation and doing a very piss poor job 😍💕🤧

[Karen]

Hee hee - glad he is doing well, and made you smile with the video! Prayers on the way for a full recovery.

[mon]

Thanks!❤️🤞🏾

[phesina]

That's wonderful news! Best wishes to Trent for a safe, comfortable, speedy recovery, and to all his loving family as you take great care of him!

So funny and sweet, him playing that video to reassure YOU as he was facing the surgery!

[mon]

Thanks phesina! He a real sweetheart, unfortunately his surgery is over but he's still in the hospital. He's had a lot of complications and pain. Just gotta keep the faith and pray he begins to recover soon, it's really scary.