IO'm still crying Can anyone give me any advice to get over this? I guess I haven't lost very many pets, and when I did, it was because of old age. I know he's not really mine but its hurting so bad. I just can't grasp it because he's so young and healthy and I want to know what caused his behavior problems. I want to know if his issues were caused by awful humans. If so, I want those people to suffer miserably. I want them to have to feel at least a fraction of the pain I'm feeling.

I've had to go through animals being euthanized at my old job but a few of them I was able to stop. The ones I coudln't stop I uusally didn't find out until after the fact. Its really hard to know so long before it happens and just keep grieving about it and grieving about it.