Quote Originally Posted by chocolatepuppy View Post
Jess, when Mandy died, I didn't think I could go on living. I still won't get rid of her toys or toy box eight years later, I tear up if I try.

It hurts so bad, like your heart's been ripped out. :'( It takes a long time to heal. Raven and Rudy will help you. (((hugs)))
It's how I feel. I just want to sleep so I don't have to feel. It gets worse every day right now. It's unbearable. I can't eat, I don't even feel hungry. I feed the pups and pet them but it's like I don't have the other feelings I should. I woke up this morning and turned to pet Tash, and she wasn't there. I don't know what to do. I keep seeing her face in my mind. Nothing dulls the pain, except to be asleep. Nothing.