k9soul, I know you are hurting and feeling so bad. I've just read all the comments here and watched the Loving Tribute you did for Tasha. I am crying because I can see how much you loved your Tasha. Maybe if you can keep reminding yourself that she will not be in any more pain or discomfort, just maybe that will help you get through this terrible time. I know that's what I do when I have to let a furbaby go. It was so loving of you to have a vet come to the house, and for you to hold her so she wouldn't be afraid--such a loving thing to do for her; you loved her enough to let her go. I am so sorry for your loss. ((Hugs))... Kay