I'm sorry, Alyssa. I know how much you love the outdoors, and I can only imagine how such news could bring you down. Heck, I had heart issues for only about a year or so and it drove me absolutely mad. (((hugs))) to you for putting up with all that. You DO have a ton of potential, and I don't think this will hold you back. You're strong... you'll kick this "blip" in the rear.

My boyfriend has a history of seizures and all the time we have to take that into account. No flashy lights(which means no concerts, haunted houses, parties), limited time playing video games, etc. I see a lot of frustration coming from him in such situations, so I can kinda see how you feel. Like you, he proceeds with some things he isn't technically supposed to do. I admire people like you and him who don't let uncontrollable conditions get in the way too much.

Oh, and don't feel ashamed for ranting! We're humans and its best if we get things off our chests. PT is always here to listen!
Best of luck at the triathlon!