I'm so sorry for your loss. I always think of you when I see Smooth Collies. My summer last year was similiar I had Kylie my white cat put to sleep in May and 3 weeks later Keegan. The pain was so intense I couldn't breathe for days. But now I can look back on my time with them and smile. I still miss them but part of me always will.
Much love to you.
Staci