Dear Anna and Mark,

I absolutely hate posting in this thread. I have started several times and then close it out and then come back again. Even now I sit here staring, frustrated that I can't find any words to say. I mean I think of your dogs as an extended part of my own dogs. I've been there since Bon was a puppy. I remember being excited to meet him and bringing Tori to meet him too. I remember him riding in the car with me to go to Findlay. It seems like it was all just yesterday. I smile a little now when you say how he could be a "pain in the ass", because I know those stories and that side of him too, but I definitely know that Bon Bon was a big pile of love and sweetness. He was limping the last time I was there and we talked about and I was thinking he probably sprained or twisted something in his leg and hopefully it would all heal up real soon. How can it go from that to where it is now?!! I was so shocked when you called to tell me the news and completely blown away when you called to tell me how fast things were moving. I am so heartbroken that I didn't get to come and see him one more time. This is just so hard. Thank you for mentioning Tori. I like to think of Huney, Bon and Tori as being together. I don't think I told you this but when I first lost Tori I had this stupid fear of her being alone wherever she was and not knowing where to go or what to do, so I would try to tell her to find Huney...."You know Huney, she's there also, find Huney". Now I hope the three of them are together, along with so many others that we have lost. *Sigh* I love you both. ((HUGS))