I'm so sorry...............{{{HUGS}}}.

Potter was a beautiful boy. It sounds like he lived life his way, and in the end, it was his way again. I'm sure he wanted to spare you the ultimate decision and all of the indecision that goes with it. Now you will never have to wonder if it was really time - or if it was too soon or not soon enough. He knew and he spared you. That's love!!!

RIP Potter -- rest, play, have fun -- do whatever you want to do. Fly free.