I'm sorry you had such a bad experience with your SIL. Her comments about PT don't make any sense either, as you have met PTers in person and have made lots of friends both in person and on line. Besides that, you have to have a more open mind because communication on a message board like this is like branching out and meeting people of all ages, races, religions, and even people from all over the globe! In realising that, I can't understand why anyone would call being on the internet a lonely experience.

I'm very happy that you are able to keep Eli and care for him. I don't think he could have picked a better mom!

You have lots of friends here, don't forget that and don't hesitate to lean on every one of us!!

((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))) from Naomi, Bassett, Tilly and Nutmeg.