Did not sleep much last night. Kept second guessing myself and someone today commented that I will have to change my phone outgoing message as it's no longer "Merlin's private line." I think it will be some time before I can do that. My spare bedroom looks so empty without both litter boxes. My local shelters are screaming for foster homes but I remind myself that I'm not ready yet - can't help but look though.

Thank you again everyone for your love and prayers. I know that almost all of you have experienced the pain of losing a precious pet. That's what makes PT so special.