What a beautiful letter to Fister you've written. I was thinking about how he spent the first 8 years with both you and John and then the second 8 years with you and now he has gone to be with John. The image you posted of the Rainbow Bridge stairs with him in the middle between you both is so amazing. As if he's pausing and reflecting on all the love he's known from you both.

I'm sure this continues to be extremely difficult and painful but I hope that each day is getting a little better.