I am so sorry for your loss..Fister is a beautiful boy, who will be missed here..but most of all he is now locked in your heart forever..and no one can take that away from you..ever. It may not seem so now, but you did the greatest last LOVING thing you could for him, by releasing him from pain and letting him fly.

RIP Fister, you have earned your wings, and then some..

It's almost impossible to sort this out in your heart and your mind right now..but I will leave you with this, keep him close in your heart.