Thanks again everyone. I did sleep well last night. I think I was so emotionally drained that my body really needed a good nights sleep. I've noticed that all of my other cats/kittens have been extra loving towards me. I'm so thankful that I still have many more furkids to love and care for. I'm also very thankful for everyone here on PT who can understand and relate to what I'm going through. I still have crying spells if I think about Storm too much but I know that in time I'll be able to deal with his loss much better. I'm glad that I don't have to be back at work until Tues. so I have some more time to grieve and start the healing process. It still feels very strange not to have Storm here with me. I actually think that Ziggy was looking for him this morning and they weren't very good friends either. She kept looking under my bed for something and I'm assuming that it was for him. Pearl & Ziggy have even been hanging out in the main area with the youngsters more often. I'm hoping that in time they'll learn that the others really aren't all that bad so then all of my furkids will finally get along. One can dream.