its always sad when you lose a loved one.. i pray for your healing in the loss of your two kitties. i cry everytime i read of one of the kitties pass on.. they are in a well place but losing them is a loss.. when they die it creates a losss in your heart.. but it does heal and sometimes it takes awhile, but remember they are in a good place.. prayers and hugs for your kitties.. 20120612.0645