Dan,

Everyone grieves in their own way and their own time. Old Man was a beautiful boy who was loved, and loved you back unconditionally. You have your memories of him. Although it's been 10 years, there's still a void that somehow will never go away. I feel it everyday.

Cry, grieve, do whatever you have to do. You're human. Don't ever apologize for that.

Hugs,

Donna