Kirsten, Please know you are, and have been, very much in my thoughts. You are a highly respected and valued member of our PT family so you're not completely alone. You're in a pretty scary place right now and we all understand that. Many of us here do believe in prayer and you're always in mine. We're here for you, just let us know what we can do. As always, I'm only a pm away. Sending lots of positive thoughts your way!!!