Hi Nikkita, It's a pleasure to meet a pretty girl like you this morning. I am so sorry about your furrmom but with your people Meowmies help you'll have fond memories to replace the pain in no time. My girlie girl Grace and I went through something similiar recently and it is a slow process. I would love to hear your squeaky meow, Grace says something like Rick-eek, but mostly when she is hungry which is most of the time. Have fun celebrating your COTD today!