Well, I have to say... I have just declined my friend's offer. As it turned out, she'll have some payments to do she did not expect, and under these circumstances, I would simply feel bad to accept the camera. Besides, I'm expecting more complications, health-wise, in the future, and with things going downhill so quickly, I don't think I'm worth it. I'll use my old camera, as long as it's working, and after that... well, who knows. Photography might be ending for me very soon. Of course I'm sad, but I would feel terrible if I'd feel she'd only bought the camera for me 'cause she promised to do so, even though she has now other bills to pay. Life sucks, but then again, that's not new to me.
Edit: Okay, she just called, right after I emailed her ... She has ordered the cam (not the 550D, but even the 600D which is on sale at amazon right now!). Still don't know what to think. I'm grateful, and of course I'm excited, but I still feel so bad about it. Sorry, I guess I'm pretty confused right now...
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