I'm so comforted knowing that Tommy is back home with you, Jess, home where he belongs. I'm going to watch your 2nd video now. I know, as with the first, I will cry. But along with the sad tears, perhaps some happy ones as well this time, remembering what a joyful, unconditionally loving soul he was, thinking back on some of those happy times you and he shared over the years...his logs!
I know you're still hurting so badly, Jess. But you have him home now, and I hope that brings you some peace...and you have us to lean on; don't forget that.
Thinking of you every day, and sending you my love and support, dear friend.