I'm with Karen, overall it sounds like things are getting better and life is settling down for you. Losing the weight is a great achievement, and that too can produce chaos in your feelings and moods. Good for you!

(And here I was thrilled at my annual last week when my doc told me I've lost 11 pounds in the 3 years I've been seeing her. Thanks for putting THAT in perspective, I've got a long ways to go!)