Me too
I had wished my Graham dog would have pulled out of his fungal pneumonia with the mega dose of medication he was on, but he just declined to the point that he had no quality of life left, and keeping him with me was selfish. It's a horrible thing to go through and my heart goes out to you.
Just know that it will get easier with time (and I'm sorry it took me so long to reply, I don't go to PT as often as I used to). The pain will never go away, but it lessens and is replaced with happy memories.
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