Don't worry i will indeed not be handing her over just to anyone, i felt pressured last time,but i will not be this time, she is too special, and i am already finding this difficult to cope with ,because i want to keep her so much, but i simply can't and it is killing me,I am so worried i cannot find her a home, and i will need to get the SPCA to take her, and that worries me as well.

I want to find the best home ever,apart from my own, because she so deserves it, she has such a beautiful purrsonality, she would make anyone fall in love with her instantly.