Rachel -

I'm very sorry Nothing can take away the pain of what you saw. I hope you can try to put it out of your mind a little bit though. Look at the wonderful life you're giving all your babies and look at those animals you saved from that awful place. Even the ones that had to be put down were saved They are in a much better place now.

Try to have a happy birthday and merry Christmas (if you celebrate it). You deserve it.