@Trinityagain: Keep praying and hoping that Bubs is alive, in good health and is returning home. Keep praying, you never know when your prayer can be answered. I was crying my heart out when I couldn't find one of the kittens from my garden, but, I kept praying that Oh God! Please let it be alive and in good health and let it re-unite with its mother! I thought it was gone forever as, when I called it and whistled and whistled, it would not respond even though it is kind of trained that a whistle means lunch time, but, still it didn't come out and guess what, later in the night, it came out from where it was hiding! and you wouldn't believe how happy I was that I kept saying, thank you god thank you! So, keep praying, pray and pray and hope that Bubs is safe, in good health and coming back home. Prayers for Bubs and I hope you may go through all this with patience and ease.

Edit: AND DO NOT EVEN THINK THAT BUBS IS AT THE RAINBOW BRIDGE! You should hope that it is safe and happy wherever it is. Don't think Bubs is gone. Think, Bubs is here.