Sadly the litte white one is missing. I'm just sick about it. I think he was taken though. Last night I thought I heard someone between my house and the empty one. There is only about a car's length between them. This morning no white kitty. I know he was there at dusk.

At first I didn't think much about it because he sleeps late some times. But he's still not here. I even went over to the house and looked under to where they sleep. No kitty. But there was some fresh cigeratte butts on the ground by the porch. I know they weren't there the other day because I went over to check on the kits.

I keep asking my self why him. Well, my answer it because he was so stinking cute and he was so loving. He even forgave me after I accidently shut the screen door on his little legs Thursday night. He was fine from that incident. He even let me pick him up and hold him and rub his tummy. And still came running to me on Friday. He wasn't afraid of other people like the other two are. My neighbor to the other side of my house had his dog out yesterday and the white kit went over to say HI. Not a bit afraid of that dog even.

I wanted to adopt him so badly. The reasons I didn't were mostly because how could I just take him and not the others? Plus Chip has turned into a bully. He picks on Angel and Chester something awful. How could I bring a baby in to that?

I am just sick and can't stop crying. I pray he is with someone who will love him and take good care of him. I feel like I let him down big time. I seem to do that with people and animals that love me.