I'm so sorry Logan Please, do not be hard on yourself. Olivia had the best home a hammie could ever hope for. We are all so torn when it comes to deciding the right time. We love them so and don't want to lose them I know that my hammie FiFi and Phoebe and Evelyn are there to greet Olivia with loving hammie kisses. Tonight the sky WILL be brighter with the beautiful light of Olivia. Run happy, whole and free sweet little soul. You were so very loved. We will miss you. Love, Sandra