I am so sorry on the loss of your precious girl Finae. Maybe she wanted to spare you the pain of having to make the decision yourself to have her PTS, even though it hurt more to find her that way. Take comfort in knowing that some cats will just go off on their own to pass peacefully in their sleep.

{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}

May you find peace and comfort in the fond memories that you made together.

Rest in Peace dear Finae. You were so loved and will never be forgotten.