Thanks, everyone.

I totally know he was frightened and freaking out. I have also been told that the antibiotics could be affecting me.

I went out today for a walk and went to the teahouse a friend of mine owns. Had a small pot of tea and a nice quiet time - there were other people there, of course, and I conversed - but it was a sunny day and I did have nice quiet time along with tea and some honey.

One thing I still had to do with Cole was wash his urethra area (so I was told) because urine had crystalized there and it couldn't be trimmed off. I got a small container of warm very soapy water (my aloe vera shampoo, a natural project), got a soft microfiber cloth, brought Cole in the bathroom - and it went fine! I felt a LOT better after that was done.

One reason he can't clean there is that he is FAT. I can really see that now! I am keeping an eye on his eating from the other bowls.

He does look good. The sun will be out tomorrow again so I will get some pics of Cole soaking in the sun.

katladyd, I know Cole still loves me. And I still love him. All is well.